somedays i wish he was here right beside me holding my hand and laughing at all the good times we had and will continue to have and talk about our future together…….but days like this i realize he isnt in my life for a reason and his criticism brought me down not up and i wasnt going anywhere spiritually and mentally.
i was imagined getting married him and now all i can do is hope and pray. our paths have brought us together for what seemed like a split second and separated us now. Hopefully we come back together in the future, but who knows what god has in store for me.
waking up and realizing you arent in my life, my heart gets a pain in it and i realize i lost someone i loved and probably wont see them again.
waking up and reaching for some one that isn’t there